Monday, November 5, 2012

Sai Darshan II, Part 1 (41 - 60)



Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 41


Silence the mind
With the strength of patience.
Revere the truth
And strictly adhere
To its ways -
Do not feel
That you are punished
When hardships come
Your way
In fact wake up
And face them...
Stare at them I say
Right into the eye
And capture
The weakness
Of wishing pain
To go easily...
You must be ferocious enough
To frighten the devils
Of spiritual laziness -
Protect the virtues
That lie within
The core of your heart -
Just like a tigress that protects her cubs
From strangers...
Roar aloud
Before the enemies
That lurk in the fearful mind
Awaken and come
To tie you
And imprison you
For now and lifetimes to come.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 42


At the end of his life
A soul reached the feet of God
And asked,
"Dear Master,
Will I from birth
Find a place
In Your feet forever?"
The Lord replied,
"Dearest child,
Did you at every moment
Remember that
I alone love you?"
The devotee sobbed as he spoke,
"Dear Master,
I did at first
 When I was young
And had no burdens
Upon my shoulders -
But as life
Brought to me
Its many responsibilities
I remembered You
Sometimes...
Then at other times
I felt I was alone...
And did not have the strength
To remember You then."
The Lord wiped the tears
Of His child and spoke,
"Dear one
You have believed
Once again
In your effort
And have forgotten
That the effort
Was nothing
But My Grace...
You have believed
More in the love
Of your kith and kin
And suffered
The miseries
Of their limitations...
You forgot to
Sustain them
In My unconditional love...
You believed
In your worldly riches
That gave you
Momentary security...
You forgot, My child
That these riches
Were merely a test...
If you had refused them
Even for a moment
The riches from My kingdom
Would have poured
Upon you...
You believed
That you were the one
In control of your life
You forgot
My eternal promise
That "I am the slave
Of the one
That makes Me
His beloved -
And to that one
I shall never forsake -
That one that
Remembers My name
And loses the consciousness
Of all else
That one's life
I Myself shall honor
And I shall place
Upon My lap -
His difficulties, his miseries...
His pain... his responsibilities
I alone shall bear...
O devoted soul
You shall return
Back to the world
That you have loved
And I shall wait for you
Until you believe
And remember
That you are My beloved
And I am yours...
Until then, My promise remains
All you have to do
Is to remember it
And keep that promise of Mine
As your breath..."



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 43


It is not difficult
To remember God
At all times.
It is easy
If you realize
That your breath is His breath...
That you feed
Upon His energy...
That you quench your thirst
With His love...
That you walk
With His feet -
That you do
With His will -
That you speak
With His inspiration -
That you think
With His guidance and
That you live
For His Grace!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 44


Why do you weep?
Are your troubles not Mine?
Why do you think
And lose your sleep?
Are your duties
Not Mine?
Why do you ask
Others for help
Am I not yours?
Why are you ready
To give up so easily?
Am I not
Your inner strength?
Why do you worry
When things go wrong?
Have I not always done
What is right?
Why do you keep Me
Last of last
Am I not always the first
To respond -
To turn things around -
To give you the joy that is always yours?



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 45


Do not feel sorry
For yourself ever
Whatever is the circumstance
Realize you are not the victim
You are always the fighter
And I am always the armor.
Do not say "no"
To the fight so easily
Realize that self-respect
Self-confidence and
Self reliance is your food
Without it
The body is alive but...
The soul slowly dies...
Fight until the very end
Do not measure
How much more is to come...
The worst becomes the best
When the attitude is right
So wake up My soldier
Realize the call of many a war
Is yet to come
You... O brave fighter
Must not be tempted
To rest
In the dark easy ways!

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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - 46


Do not be frightened
Do not waste your time
By thinking that
Only when I am pure
Can I begin to get
Close to God...
No that is not so...
However deluded you may be...
Whatever may be your acts
Of the past...
If you have risen
With sincerity
I will hold your hand -
You will be welcomed back
The moment you have repented
And called My name
In complete reverence and love.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 47


Service is not an act of grandeur
It is an act of simplicity -

Service is not how many you served
It is the true feeling of the heart
That you gave yourself with -
Service is like a prayer...
It is a conversation with God
Not with the lips
But with the true feeling of
contentment and peace.
That is what you are
Sharing with others...
You are never the giver
When you serve
You are merely the intermediary
That passes on the gifts
Between God and those that are weak
In their so-called suffering.







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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 48



Never forget
That I Myself
Send those that suffer to you
Only to see
If you have awakened
With the compassion
To see their tears
As yours...
And whatever you do for them
Is the strength I give you...
Whatever you provide for them
Is the resource I give to you...
Always be grateful
To serve those who are in need
For I chose you
To serve them
In order to uplift you
From your own miseries -
In fact I alone
Come in the disguise
Of the weak and the needy
To see
If you can see
My form in them
And treat them
As if you had worshipped them
As you worship My feet.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - 49


The moment you are worried
That I may not provide
I stand before you
With My hands full -
To see My bounteous grace
You must turn
Immediately
With My name
Upon your lips
And your head
Upon My feet and say,
"O Lord
I have thought
And my mind
Refuses to surrender
The thought to You... but
I too am strong
And I shall not
Leave Thy feet
Until my thought
Leaves me and becomes
Your burden...
I know You stand
Beside me right now
With Your hands full...
And I, O Lord
Shall receive from You
That which is needed -
And if You place
The weapon to fight
My desire
I shall do so without fear -
And if it is a gift divine
I shall immediately
Turn toward those
That need it
More than me
And share it with them...
I now feel I am ready
To fight my next thought
And win Your eternal grace."


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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 50

Don't worry
If the mind begins to sway again
It is its nature...
Say not to Me,
"How many times
O Lord do I have
To fight?"
With the end of every fight
Will begin the next -
You will simply have
To give up
The unrealistic goal
That the mind
Is in your complete control...
Until the very end
Your devotion to Me
Will have to fight
Your attraction to the outside -
As your devotion for Me
Will increase
Your faith in your Self
Will rise and with that
The fight between the mind
And the conscience
Will continue
But you will be drowning
In My love for you
And yours for Me...
The fight then
Will not be stressful anymore
It will become your nature
And you shall know not
The effort needed
To keep the external enemies away!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 51


I am the Ultimate teacher
I alone know
The lesson you must learn
For the present moment -
I will not leave you alone
Until you become
A perfect student of Mine -
I am not affected
By whatever emotions
You face and
Whatever ignorant judgments
You make of Me -
I do not pay attention
When you show to Me
Your limitations...
Limitations?!!
"What are those?" I ask
When you have resolved
To study under My care -
I humiliate you
When you show to Me
Limited efforts.
And I encourage you
By holding your hand
The moment you forgo
Your weaknesses
And lean upon My strength -
I am the teacher of teachers
My word of truth is in stone
It shall never change
And you one day
Shall receive it
Until that day
I stand beside you
As your soul witness
And your true strength!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 52


Do not look for guidance
From outside sources
For you will be confused
Heartbroken and weak-minded.
Within the core
Of your own heart
Is always the answer
To your next step ahead -
Do not doubt that...
It shall always lead you
To truth -
It shall always give you the way
That is good for all -
It shall always draw you out
From selfish desires -
It shall make you do good... be good... see good -
It shall give you the gift
Of self-respect and self-confidence -
And while you do
What you must...
It will draw you
Into divine moments of complete bliss.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 53


Do not think
That by admitting your faults
That your faults have vanished-
Learn to admit your faults
But without sincere repentance
And complete correction
With humility and patience
The admittance of the faults
Hold no meaning -
Repentance is that act
In which the ego burns
And in its burning
One sees the light of the Divine -
And the one
That is able to see this Holy Light
Immediately becomes humble
And works patiently
Knowing that all is My work
And the result of My every work
Is always dedicated
To the good of all!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 54


Most in their prayers ask Me,
"O Lord I shall
Surely work for You
But when the task is complete
What is it that I
Shall receive from You?"
To such a one I always answer
"Dear child
I am glad you have come to Me...
I am glad you wish
To work for Me...
The only thing you did not know
O Child is that
In My work
You shall never know...
When it began...
When it ends...
Where it is...
How it is to be done...
Why it must be done...
For who is that task for...
Who receives its gift...
The only thing
You need to know is
That you have come to Me
And I have accepted
To hold your hand
While doing My work!


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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 55

Be aware
For I know everything
About you...
Do not ever try
To show Me that
What you are not.
Be aware
For I am
The Universal Self
That is present in every self...
I do not look for perfection
I look for sincerity
Complete childlike straightforwardness
Unconditional love... and
Unshakable faith...
Whatever may be your past
Your habits... Your attitude...
Your delusions... Your attachments...
Your desires and your expectations
Those I can correct
With a blink of My eye!

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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 56


Ask Me for
Steadfast devotion -
Ask Me
For unshakable faith
In My will -
Ask Me for the strength
Of serving another selflessly -
Ask Me for the discriminatory power
Between right and wrong -
Ask Me to open your heart
Toward goodness -
Ask Me to give you the compassion
To forgive all faults -
Ask Me for sacrificial love
That sees no condition to serve
As Me to be your friend...
Your best friend...
That accepts you as you are
And tells you the truth always...
Ask Me for these
And you shall receive...
My grace
Without any interruption!


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 Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 57


You are suffering from
The disease of "loneliness"
For you have chosen
To do all your deeds
For your benefit alone
With limited effort
And with the desire
Of easy returns
That you alone can earn and enjoy -
Yes! You are suffering
From the symptoms of fear
Every single moment...
You are afraid
Of what you ask from Me
You are afraid
If I am able to
Fulfill your expectations -
You are afraid
Of being tired of waiting
For your desire to fulfill -
You are afraid
If the desire that is fulfilled
Shall remain permanently
Or not...
You are afraid
That I may not be
Loyal to you...
How terrible is this disease
Of loneliness
How terrible are its symptoms
Of fear...
Are you not ready
To have a true friend...
I alone am that friend -
Are you not ready
For the dose of your medicine -
I alone am the truth
That shall cure your every fear -
Are you not ready to see
That nothing remains forever?
I alone am eternal -
Are you not ready to know your Self?
I alone am that Self...


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Monday, September 24, 2012

Sai Darshan II, Part 1 (21 - 40)





Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 21


A task that in unhindered
By the ego
Is bound to succeed.
And that task
Which fears the gain
At every step
And measures
The worth of the effort
Is bound to fail.
I want you to succeed
In your every task
But you, too, must realize
That before you undertake
Any given task
You must offer
The reigns of control
And hand them to Me.
Then I shall carry out
The entire task
And you shall witness
Your Self... in My care.


 

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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 22


Things must always go
The right way...
The right way is...
Always the peaceful way.
The peaceful way
Is always the selfless way.
The selfless way
Is always the pure way.
The pure way is
Where the heart is...
And the heart is
ALWAYS...
The right way!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 23


I am not
Asking you to fear
The wealth of this world.
I am asking you
To earn it righteously...
I am asking you
To use it selflessly...
I am asking you
To give it generously...
I am asking you
To share it graciously...
I am asking you
To realize
That the wealth
Of this world
Can be used to do good
Only by the one
That cannot be bought
By its worth...
The worth of the Self is immeasurable!




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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 24


No doubt you must
Use the power of your will
To think and plan.
But once you have
Finished outlining your goal
You must offer to Me
Your plan
And then patiently
Make way
For the Supreme Will
To unfold to you
My Master Plan.
And even if you
Are unable to see
My very next step
You must be grateful
That all the burdens
That laid upon your shoulder
Now rests
Upon the lap of God.
Your job is to
Think, plan and surrender...
My job is to carry it out
In complete perfection!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 25


Conflicts arise
Only due to differences
In desire...
To mend a conflict
One has to bend
Toward peace
And one has to unite himself
With the love
Of his inner spirit
And with the voice of God.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 26


If you cannot change yourself
Then who will?
If you cannot believe in yourself
Then who will?
If you cannot inspire yourself
Then who will?
If you cannot awaken yourself
Then who will?
If you cannot love yourself
Then who will?
If you cannot realize yourself
Then who will?



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 27


God will show Himself to you
Once you have given up
Outward pomp and insincerity.
A pure heart
That desires nothing
Other than God
Shall bring the presence of His Divine Self
To him instantaneously.
God cannot be found
By an outward search.
The one that opens
His heart to God
Weeps the tears
Of pure love and devotion.
Sees his Master
Before him
And when the Master asks
"O Child what is it
That I can do for you?"
The pure one sobs
At the feet of the Master
And replies
"Beloved God, ask me
For I have waited
To serve Your Lotus Feet...
What is it that I can do for You?"



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 28


Whatever you give
Most importance to
That alone will remain
In your mind...
That alone will become
Your thought...
That alone will prompt you
What to say and do...
Soon the mind becomes consumed
And to divert it
Becomes an impossibility!
No doubt duty is important.
Work is important.
Survival is important.
But what is more important
Is that you in the midst
Of all these
Must remain peaceful,
Focused, content, fearless
Calm, patient and happy...
That is what is most important.
It is then that
Work becomes a selfless service
Duty becomes worship and
Survival becomes the media of
Self-Realization!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 29


I alone fill this universe.
Wherever you are
Whatever you may do
It is I alone
Who is there with you...
For I created
All of this
From My very own Self
And I covered
My Glory
With the beauty
Of the many forms
That you may see... hear... touch
Smell and taste.
The one who learns
To conquer these senses
Shall turn away
From the external cover
And reach within...
And then he shall see
From the eye
That I have placed
Within each heart.
The moment he sees
The truth so vast
In the light so bright
He shall find the inner silence.
And in that bliss
He shall smile
And say nothing
To all who ask.
For he alone
Will know My truth
And in that truth
He will find
His peace forever.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 30


Let me tell you today
What really is
A perfect day.
It is that day
When you awaken...
You smile and remember
That I am with you.
And the moment
You realize that
I alone am your companion
You forget to plan...
You forgo your worries
With a peaceful mind
You place your head
Upon My feet
And surrender.
You work but you do not tire...
You fall but you get up
Even higher...
You lose but you do not weep...
You give away and your heart does not leap...
You sacrifice and you remain grateful to Me...
You come back empty handed
But remain faithful to Me...
You see the sunset
And you know that My light
Has entered you.
And you go to bed
And say, thank You, God
You really are my friend
You taught me to climb
You taught me to fall and rise
You taught me to bend
You taught me to mend
You taught that all is fine
As long as I know
That all is fine
As long as I know
That you O Lord
Are the only one
That is...
Truly mine!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 31


Never feel disheartened.
However much you fail
You must learn
To pick yourself up.
You must have the courage
To return to My feet
And say,
"Mother, I am Your child
And I know
That Your doors
Are always open for me.
Give me a chance
To weep at Your feet
Give me the strength
Once again O Mother
By placing Your loving hand
Upon my head...
Do not send me away
For there is no one else
That loves me
As You do..."



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 32


Do not walk
The journey of untruth
However close one may be
To you...
It is not by word
But by exemplary action
That one makes his loved one
Realize the right way -
Do not worry
If the change does not occur instantaneously -
You must learn to be humble
And patient...
You must teach another
By bending and sacrificing -
You must mould another
Be encouragement and selflessness
Say to yourself,
"I need to be stronger
In order to make him strong."
  


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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 33


Cultivate tolerance
Towards another's faults.
Do not waste time
In idle gossip
And encourage unnecessary friendships.
There is much to do...
Much to learn...
Spend your time
In communicating with God...
Remember Him while you do anything
And you will remain
Calm and content -
Realize that each one
Around you
Is a slave to habits -
Do not be disturbed
By them and uproot your focus -
Always wear a smile
Wherever you go...
Whatever you do...
You will be surprised
At the change
That comes silently
To those around you...



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 34


When one's own fears
Become unbearable to the soul
And the soul rebels
To challenge the height of fears -
The fears explode
Losing their superficial reasoning
And from that is born
The face and the voice of "anger".
And what does an angry man do?
He induces the jet of fears
To those around him
And witnesses the downfall of them
With a temporary inner satisfaction
That he is not alone...
Anger is "violence"
Anger is "destruction"
Let not the fears within
Rule you...
Instead rule them
With the iron hand of wisdom and reasoning.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 35


The teachings
Of the highest truths
Come to you
In the very ordinary tasks
That you perform
Every single day -
You create
Your own thoughts...
Your own motivations...
Your own inspirations...
Your own actions...
Your own circumstances
And your own state of being.
Whether it be
That of...
The body
The mind or
The soul...
You are able
To see
Only the results
Of the tasks
You perform physically -
But you fail to know
That all states
Of your consciousness
Release their outcomes
Whether it be thought...
Emotion...
Speech...
Intent...
Inner hatred...
Silent jealousy...
Unexpressed envy... OR
A secret thought...
All of these
Are released in the cosmos
And they will return
At the appropriate time
With your own silent consent
To express their destruction
In the life you lead now...
Or the lives to come!



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 36


Do not keep expressing
To Me

That you are weak...
That you are a victim
Of circumstances...
That the blame lies
With those
Who surround you...
Do not defend
Your cowardly acts...
Do not ask Me
To be merciful
Toward your weak-mindedness...
I am compassionate
That is why I ignore
Your pleas
To comfort you
When you are weak-minded -
I am your Mother
I am not going to support
Your childlike stubborn ignorance.
I turn toward you
When I see
That you are
Disgusted of your own
Deliberate failings and fallings...
When you place
The armor
On your conscience
And hold the weapon
Toward your weaknesses
It is then you
Shall hear Me say,
"I have come
To fight with you
To fight for you
And we will win this
Together
And during this fight
I shall give you
The gift of virtues
The light of knowledge
And the victory of eternal peace."

  
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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 37


How many steps
Do you wish to take

How many lives
Do you wish to destroy
Before you are able to see
That you are in the wrong?
How many times
Are you going to
Give up your peace
Before you are able to say
"I am in the wrong... forgive me".
How many times
Will you blame the other?
How many times
Will you forsake the truth
Before you are able to realize
"I wish I had done this much before!"
Think and waste not a single moment...
Think, if it was the wrong
That held on to you, or
Was it you
That unnecessarily
Held on to the wrong in fear.



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - Message 38


The desireful mind
Prays to Me

"O Lord
If you are merciful
To complete this task
Of mine
Perfectly
Then I shall worry not
And turn to You".
To him I answer
Even if he hears it not,
"My child
I am complete in you
And you in Me...
Lose no more time.
Simply enter My truth
And the task
That you call yours
Is nothing but "Mine"
That I have begun
Before you came
And it shall complete
At the time I have willed
In the most perfect way -
The only task
That I gave to you
Was for you
To be faithful to Me
And surrender to Me
Until the task has ended.

 
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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - 39


I am your Mother
It is your right

To ask Me...
But not for mundane
Worldly gifts...
For they are not
The gifts of eternity...
Just as a child
That runs to embrace
His mother
Whenever he is in despair
You too must run
To Me.
Whenever the mind despairs
Call My name aloud
And say
"Mother, Mother..."
The mind once again
Speaks and asks
For that which I need not...
It is my right
You say to Me
So I ask dear Mother
Give me back
My contentment
Give me back
My faith in You
Give me back
Your strength
Give me back
The wisdom
Not to be caught
In hopeless demands...
It is my right
You say to me
Dear Mother
So I ask.
My mind wishes
To forget You
In worldly gifts
But I have come
To give You my heart
And take back in it
Your love.
It is my right
Dear Mother
You said that to me
When You created me
That whenever I would come
And offer to You
My mind in despair
You would
Enter my heart
And return to me
My peace that I have
In loving You.
Come to me dear Mother
I have come
With my right..."



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Sai Darshan II, Part 1 - 40


Drunken in devotion
The devotee exclaimed,

"God, You finally
Revealed Your Self in me.
O how long I waited
To see Thy beauty
O how long it took me
To taste Thy truth
O how long it took me
To reach Thy gates.
O Lord
Why did it take so long?
Why did You make me wait?
As the devotee
Cried in ecstasy
He felt a drop upon him.
When he looked
He saw the Lord
With tears that streamed
From His beloved Lord
To him...
The Lord spoke...
"O devoted soul
I was always there
Before you.
It was you that could not taste
I always fed you
With the nectar
Of My truth.
It was you that could not see
My doors have always been
Open for you.
It is you that refused to step
Into My kingdom...
O friend
I have waited long before
You began your wait
But I have loved
Every moment of it
For I have waited
From then until now
To shed My tears
Of joy for your joy
And to show My faith
In you."